There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered ‘have we met?’
Crossed the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling
Don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I’d live to see it break
It’s getting dark
And it’s all too quiet
And I can’t trust anything now
And it’s coming over you
Like it’s all a big mistake
Oh holding my breath
Won’t lose you again
Something’s made your
Eyes go cold
Come on, come on
Don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something’s gone terribly wrong
You’re all I wanted
Come on, come on
Don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Can’t turn back
Now I’m haunted
Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said
To you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I’m wishing he was you
Instead
Oh oh holding my breath
Won’t see you again
Something keeps me
Holding onto nothing
Come on, come on
Don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something’s gone terribly wrong
You’re all I wanted
Come on, come on
Don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Can’t turn back
Now I’m haunted
I know
I know
I just know
You’re not gone
You can’t be gone
No
Come on, come on
Don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something’s gone terribly wrong
Won’t finish what you started
Come on, come on
Don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Can’t go back
I’m haunted
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I’d see it break
Never thought I’d see it.
I am waiting you know. Waiting for you to realize what it is you are doing. Waiting for you to see that I am standing right in front of you and I am all yours. I am waiting, feels like I’ve been standing here forever, just watching. I have made my impact on you. Left my footprints on your mind. Now I must wait. They will either be footprints on soft wet concrete, leaving forever an impression. Of they will be footprints on the sand, washed away with evening tide. Either way, I am waiting, while you go on with life.
Heart break is a weird place. Somewhere you end up all alone with no one to tell about it. You’ve been left wondering, what you did, why, what went wrong, and you’re sad and angry. I am so angry. The feelings bounce from violent shades of raging reds in my mind where I destroy you for teasing me the way you have. Then they soften back to enjoy the memories I have. I can no longer describe how I feel. I know that I hope you are hurting.
My daughter snapped this last night, and I just fell in love with it today when I was downloading my camera. What a great eye she has!!
I can’t get enough.
anyone can ever say to you is, “I love who you are,” when they know who you really are. When they know that you can be weak, stubborn, soft, aggressive, moody, overly passionate, fiesty, easily bored, impatient, a little neurotic, scatter brained, unsure, indecisive, on top of your good traits and love who you are anyway and maybe even more because of it.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life… FUNNY. I JUST READ THIS PART OF THE BOOK LAST NIGHT, AND AS I WAS READING IT, I THOUGHT WOW, NEW PERSPECTIVE ON SOUL MATE, BUT I REALLY LIKE IT.(via xjolielaide & kari-shma)
This song I must have listened to a dozen times today. It reminds me of being a little girl. It reminds me of The Sand Lot. It reminds me of you. The first time I kissed you, when the fireworks went off in the back ground, I am fairly certain this song was playing as well.
It was a sweet surrender when we gave in,
Edge of temptation and trembling hands.
Rolling in like a midnight train, and baby rolling out again.
If I don’t see you for some time,
I know these tracks will always make you mine.
As it goes, I know the taste of summers vines,
It’s the sweetness in our kiss.
Walk the tracks awhile, wishing you’d come passing through.
I want to linger in your mind, be the stars you somehow knew.
Baby it’s been too long now, I know these tracks are cold.
But tonight wrapped in desire I can feel you all around.
Midnight train run on down these tracks,
And feed my soul again.
I am teetering on the edge of where the wild things are and all shades of normalcy. I can see the fog roll in across my mind and I shiver with anticipation. Standing on the edge of this canyon the urge to jump is consuming me with ravenous teeth and starving lips. I want to fly from here. I want to fly…
From here.